|My best friend in the whole world is moving to florida
||[May. 13th, 2004|09:24 pm]
so i wrote paul a letter.|
... So, when you told me you were moving saturday, i delt with you telling me that,
by punching you in the stomach. Sorry about that. So lets look back.
We meshed together from the beginning
We've been friends
from the start,I remeber walking into Mrs Ross's class and seeing you, and thinking
your name was mark. And how we sat next to each other, and i had such a crush on you.
At first it was me you and nigel, then it grew. I remeber you telling me "I will always
love you from zeus and back down again times infinity." Which always made me laugh.
We pretty much grew up together you and me. Whether you believe it or not you pretty
much completed me. You were like my other half yah know? You were my first kiss.My first
person to tell me they loved me who wasnt in my family,I loved you back too,
. My first person who i talked on the phone with for 8 hours.First person I ever told
my secrets to.You were my first best friend.
You know me inside and out paul, and I know you inside and out.You've delt
with all of my bullshit for 7 years almost and yet we are still friends. Ive also delt
with your shit, especially during the whole you and amanda dating. And yet you'll always
be my best friend.Remeber when everyone told me you were gonna have to pick between
me and amanda. and supposively you chose amanda, and i had been suspended off my bus.So
i watched you get on your bus and i cryed when i saw you? hah. and then you rode your bike
all the way back to the school, just to say you were sorry and you gave me a big hug.
that is one of the most memorable things about you paul You were a sweetheart, You were
funny, You were my fucking partner in crime man. You were like batman and i was fuckin
batgirl or whatever the hell you call her.We got introuble together..And i knew
it couldnt be forever. but i just hoped maybe it would be diffrent and it would be
forever.But of course one of us was going to move away, and I hate that it had to be
you.Maybe you'll find another friend like me in florida. But i wont forget you.Your
one of the best friends i have ever had paul, And i love you for it. We've had some
great times. And hopefully when you start driving or when i do. You'll come back
and vist me and joe and aj and everyone else. This will hit me hard, Not like other
people who only knew you for a certain time. But this will be a big thing for me.
Remeber when you had the peach schnapps and we went behind the farm at the carnival and
drank it, and you gave me that flask? I just wish we could of had more moments like that
together.I wish it could be like a movie, where the friends are always reunited and they
like move in next door together. and grow old. and get senile together and yell at
young kids who even dare to step on their front lawn.I cant think of not being able to
pass you by in school or not being able to call you up at night, and talk to you for
hours.I cant think of their even being all of our friends together without you. Like
..who am i without my fucking other half? ..I guess ill have to survive for the time being
but ...try to remeber me okay? and then maybe ..sometime in the future. We will meet
again, and finally be able to grow old together. and tell the goddamn teenage punk kids
to get the hell off our lawn.
I love you paul,always will, And I will be here for you no matter what.
..........yeah........ ill never forget him.