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[Aug. 25th, 2004|11:08 am] |
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^^true fucking love.
FUCKER
michelle is the cutest thing in the whole fucking world. we argue over whos cuter.
dead motor crash: I wanna see you so bad. i had so much fun with you. :-) your the cutest girl in the WORLD
filthy devotchka: second cutest. you're THE cutest in the entire universe. :D
dead motor crash: NO WAY!!!! i will argue with you over this foreever becausei know the truth!
filthy devotchka: lol, well.. to me, you're the cutest. :D
i have a bunny loose in my house. one of the baby bunnies that my sister and my mom found. jesus christ.
I met a kid yesterday at work. hes a nice kid. his names kyle.
hes a scum bag.
:)
and then last night i went to town.. toked up .. chilled with this kid J.D and im probably going to his house tonight to toke even more.
god im a pot head.
::shakes head::
jeremys gotten better.. hes all fixed up. my car broke on the way to cali. so im FUCKED. :( i really heart jeremy nick sierra kim and sarah.
:(
:(
:)
I have michelle though... and shes all i could ever need
I ordered a JFA cd. thank fucking lord. |
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| OH god. |
[Jul. 19th, 2004|02:36 am] |
Its hit, oh god it hit so hard.
Jeremys in the hospital, he broke his nose his cheek and his jaw and he had his lip sewn up. and hes doing surgery tommorow morning. oh god.. i cant stop crying.
i cant loose him .. i already lost her.. and i miss her so much, i cant ever tak to her again and tell her how much i love her. and i miss her. and i hope shes okay .
he'll be okay but he lost alot of blood. and art said I jinxed him, and that hurt so bad...
i really care about him alot .. and now .... hes sleeping but i dont know if hes gonna be okay his eyes swollen shut, and art isnt telling me much.
i cant breathe..
shes really gone,
and hes hurting.. so much..
all i can hope is that i can see kassie tommorow..
Thank you michelle my love.. for being there. And justin too..
I love you michelle..
oh god,... i cant ... |
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[Jun. 28th, 2004|03:32 pm] |
to all the friends that have back stabbed me
fuck you
to all the future backstabbers
FUCK YOU
to the lady who was, and is my life and my savoir
keep smiling and keep your head up. Even if times are getting rough .. he'll never love you like i did/am loving you right now
to my best friend kassie
your a nigger
to chris
i have no words for the pain thats in my heart right now. i know you like michelle. just realize that she is my whole life.
id rather not loose you
just realize shes all i had when times got rough
and
ive never loved anyone in my life as much as i have loved her.
just remeber that. |
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| My best friend in the whole world is moving to florida |
[May. 13th, 2004|09:24 pm] |
so i wrote paul a letter.
dearest paul,
... So, when you told me you were moving saturday, i delt with you telling me that,
by punching you in the stomach. Sorry about that. So lets look back.
We meshed together from the beginning
We've been friends
from the start,I remeber walking into Mrs Ross's class and seeing you, and thinking
your name was mark. And how we sat next to each other, and i had such a crush on you.
At first it was me you and nigel, then it grew. I remeber you telling me "I will always
love you from zeus and back down again times infinity." Which always made me laugh.
We pretty much grew up together you and me. Whether you believe it or not you pretty
much completed me. You were like my other half yah know? You were my first kiss.My first
person to tell me they loved me who wasnt in my family,I loved you back too,
. My first person who i talked on the phone with for 8 hours.First person I ever told
my secrets to.You were my first best friend.
You know me inside and out paul, and I know you inside and out.You've delt
with all of my bullshit for 7 years almost and yet we are still friends. Ive also delt
with your shit, especially during the whole you and amanda dating. And yet you'll always
be my best friend.Remeber when everyone told me you were gonna have to pick between
me and amanda. and supposively you chose amanda, and i had been suspended off my bus.So
i watched you get on your bus and i cryed when i saw you? hah. and then you rode your bike
all the way back to the school, just to say you were sorry and you gave me a big hug.
that is one of the most memorable things about you paul You were a sweetheart, You were
funny, You were my fucking partner in crime man. You were like batman and i was fuckin
batgirl or whatever the hell you call her.We got introuble together..And i knew
it couldnt be forever. but i just hoped maybe it would be diffrent and it would be
forever.But of course one of us was going to move away, and I hate that it had to be
you.Maybe you'll find another friend like me in florida. But i wont forget you.Your
one of the best friends i have ever had paul, And i love you for it. We've had some
great times. And hopefully when you start driving or when i do. You'll come back
and vist me and joe and aj and everyone else. This will hit me hard, Not like other
people who only knew you for a certain time. But this will be a big thing for me.
Remeber when you had the peach schnapps and we went behind the farm at the carnival and
drank it, and you gave me that flask? I just wish we could of had more moments like that
together.I wish it could be like a movie, where the friends are always reunited and they
like move in next door together. and grow old. and get senile together and yell at
young kids who even dare to step on their front lawn.I cant think of not being able to
pass you by in school or not being able to call you up at night, and talk to you for
hours.I cant think of their even being all of our friends together without you. Like
..who am i without my fucking other half? ..I guess ill have to survive for the time being
but ...try to remeber me okay? and then maybe ..sometime in the future. We will meet
again, and finally be able to grow old together. and tell the goddamn teenage punk kids
to get the hell off our lawn.
I love you paul,always will, And I will be here for you no matter what.
Jaz.
..........yeah........ ill never forget him. |
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[May. 9th, 2004|01:45 am] |
so i talked to jeremy tonight, yeah thats right. JEREMY
I worry about him, He told me hes depressed and that the only things that would fix it was if his mom let him live with her again, or if i was there
im gonna be there in a few months thankfully,i promise him the time we'd be together would be grand
because i know his mom wont let him live with her,because he doenst have a job.
im so fucking worried about my babe...I missed him
Ps.ilovechelle |
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| Bustin lips breaking hips |
[Apr. 29th, 2004|03:12 pm] |
I met some awsome people this week hah
including Danielle, Katie, and chris
My fish tank has been making weird noises.ill probabley end up getting a new filter before the other fish dies.
| I miss alot of my old friends like fuckin casey and i miss daddy and such. |
Chelle hasnt been happy latley and i love her to death. Chelle always know that |
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| you know what |
[Apr. 11th, 2004|11:55 pm] |
im sick and tired of life.
i hope i die tonight |
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| just some lil tests. |
[Apr. 4th, 2004|10:28 pm] |
ahhah so true.
:O
AS I SKEET SKEET SKEET ALL OVER THE WALLS!!!
party was gooood. |
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| weoooo |
[Mar. 19th, 2004|08:03 pm] |
so i just bidded on some shit on punkmart, and hopefully i get the skirts AHH hahaha. thatd be the shit,
Im thinking abotu selling my
-20holed dr.martins boots
and some other shit
dunno yet, i'll post later.
love
jaz |
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[Jan. 21st, 2004|09:19 pm] |
yo ho ho..
today was fookin amazin.
1.I took these funny pics of me and i look like i just snorted some druggs.
2.During school, I had my camera so we took some fuckin funny ass pics.
3.Blough let me and jewbecca get out of class and fuckin walk around where we met paul and joe and ricky and devin p. and got them out of class and we ran around and i filmed movies heheh it ruled ass. so now i am gonna edit them and shit.
4. i talked to my lover miss sierra !
5.I got a valentine for vals day :D even if he is far.. I still like him alot alot. haha.
6.I cant tell you.. but it was damn cool.
7.I felt reallllly genuinely happy this afternoon. Like ... just so happy, nothing really fazed me. Just when i was with my friends doing something i love.. I felt so amazingly happy.
8. Caro, take me to cali lol I love you caro you beauty
new sn
: miss scurvey says
yes dad i took that from you lol i love you tho. |
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| Kevin dispises emo. |
[Jan. 18th, 2004|12:45 am] |
Corsets and Drinking do not go together..
never forget to breathe when wearing a corset...
And always finish your vodka kiddies. |
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| NO SCHOOL! |
[Jan. 15th, 2004|11:21 am] |
today is awsome,
no school,
danny's online,
and me and kassie planned next weekend as our "weekend with kassie and jaz" yeah it will rule.
Me and danny are talking about Mrs. Armstrong.. Noone knows how old she is, Shes a cruel bitch who gets a rise out of shitting on people lol. We call her "little hitler" and plus, shes a goddamn midget
look:
UltraViolencex77: DANNY!
UltraViolencex77: my lover.
Dannystinky: jaz hows it going
UltraViolencex77: wanna make an igloo in the snow?
Dannystinky: hows it going my small veitnemese loveslave i forgot to mention about my trip to vietnam
Dannystinky: lets
UltraViolencex77: yeah i thkn your keeping it too much of a secret
UltraViolencex77: i wanna make a snow man danny come help!!
Dannystinky: yea
UltraViolencex77: we can make it have a penis.
UltraViolencex77: and a peg legg.
Dannystinky: u know how adam turck has been in like 3 plays
UltraViolencex77: and call it sally an.
UltraViolencex77: yeah
Dannystinky: he acts like he is gods gift to theat
Dannystinky: hahahaha
Dannystinky: he is getting so gay
UltraViolencex77: god? god who? you mean me?
UltraViolencex77: dont you wish i was in drama lol
Dannystinky: no
Dannystinky: adam
UltraViolencex77: ohhhh the good times we had danny
Dannystinky: yea
Dannystinky: that would be funny
UltraViolencex77: dan didnt you know i was god?
UltraViolencex77: are your parents actually letting you on?
Dannystinky: yea mr smith with his overactive penis
Dannystinky: no way
UltraViolencex77: bahahah why
Dannystinky: no
UltraViolencex77: your parents make me cry.
Dannystinky: i m sneaking on
UltraViolencex77: your mom seems nice thou
Dannystinky: i dont know they are gay
UltraViolencex77: your a goddamn rebel.
UltraViolencex77: So did they through your pants away
Dannystinky: yea but they have wierd rules
Dannystinky: hell yes
UltraViolencex77: haha why
UltraViolencex77: thats dumb
Dannystinky: no they kept my pants
Dannystinky: i have no freakin idea they are so wierd
Dannystinky: thats why i call my mom eva
UltraViolencex77: haha
UltraViolencex77: eva you do.
Dannystinky: like eva braun hitlers girlfriend
UltraViolencex77: HAHAHAHA
Dannystinky: yea
UltraViolencex77: thatd be funny
UltraViolencex77: if you were hitlers kid.
Dannystinky: she hasnt caught on yeat
UltraViolencex77: thats cause shes sexy.
Dannystinky: yet
UltraViolencex77: danny can i be your step mom?
Dannystinky: no tfor me
Dannystinky: i would shoot myself cause if i didnt someone else would
Dannystinky: sure
UltraViolencex77: haha
Dannystinky: should i call u mom
UltraViolencex77: but think about it.
UltraViolencex77: Yeah you should
UltraViolencex77: how cool would it be
Dannystinky: ok
UltraViolencex77: youd be able to hide in a hole
UltraViolencex77: and say
UltraViolencex77: oooooh bitches and hoes.
Dannystinky: ice cold
Dannystinky: hahaha
UltraViolencex77: and eat mars bars alll the time.
Dannystinky: yea
Dannystinky: hahahahaha
Dannystinky: yea
UltraViolencex77: oh wait no
UltraViolencex77: thats saddams kids.
UltraViolencex77: lol
Dannystinky: hahaha
Dannystinky: hitler stayed underground the last month of his life
UltraViolencex77: really?
UltraViolencex77: sos your old man
UltraViolencex77: lol
Dannystinky: in a bunker then he shot himself took cyanide and then made his offifcers burn his body
Dannystinky: yea
Dannystinky: he was fuckin crazy
UltraViolencex77: oh.
UltraViolencex77: no you werent danny.
UltraViolencex77: i swear to god your so the reincarnation of hitler.
UltraViolencex77: no..actually.
Dannystinky: no
UltraViolencex77: Mrs. armstrong is the reincarnation of hitler.
Dannystinky: no that cant be
Dannystinky: she is hitlers mom
Dannystinky: could u imagine if someone asks her wat are ur accomplishments
Dannystinky: she is like well i raised lucifer i invented the english language
UltraViolencex77: hahhaa
UltraViolencex77: hahah shed say "i wrote the bible"
Dannystinky: hahahahahaha
Dannystinky: god ha u call him god
Dannystinky: im his frickin sister
UltraViolencex77: hahahahahaha
UltraViolencex77: She probabley created the universe
UltraViolencex77: and then shit on us all.
UltraViolencex77: i could see her doing it.
Dannystinky: hahaha
Dannystinky: yea
UltraViolencex77: mr.wunder flipped shit on matt markley for saying
UltraViolencex77: "hi little hitler"
Dannystinky: bastard they will never speak english properly
Dannystinky: nuh uh
Dannystinky: hahahahaja
UltraViolencex77: haha god she flipped shit on my cause i slouched in my seat.
UltraViolencex77: shes like
UltraViolencex77: SIT UP OR YOU'LL GET (______)<-- insert some form of spine disease there
Dannystinky: haha
Dannystinky: scoliosis
UltraViolencex77: Yeah that.
UltraViolencex77: lol
Dannystinky: haha
UltraViolencex77: she was subing computer
Dannystinky: she is like aids ha
UltraViolencex77: but i bet the broad created the internet too
UltraViolencex77: lol
Dannystinky: i was the creater of cancer
Dannystinky: haha
Dannystinky: g2g
Dannystinky signed off at 11:25:04 AM.
its true too... i swear to god you have to see this woman, she is a BITCH! |
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| Dave chapelle rules. |
[Jan. 12th, 2004|12:25 pm] |
So me and daddy are talking about the dave chapelle show. God i love tyrone the crack head.-sigh- Well i was so surprised abe decided to comment. Very happy, I missed him and i really want to get to talk to him alot more.I talked to jeremy till about uhm 8 this morning i think.
daddy you cant leave me for 7 days... YOU HAVE TO ASSUME RESPONSABLITY !!!! I COULD BECOME A PROSTITUTE!! YEAH DAD....
WANTED: NEW STEP MOM
must be pretty;funny;nice;intresting;into good music;likes kids;cant be over 30.
comeon... my daddys an amazing guy.. :) |
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[Jan. 11th, 2004|01:57 am] |
i got a world record today.
losing the two people you love the most in your whole life.
in only 2 days.
wow.
i want a fucking medal..
or maybe ... a shot gun? |
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| You wanna square off bitch!? |
[Jan. 10th, 2004|03:33 pm] |
So im sitting here watching Mtv :( . Im bored. Waiting for mommy to come home and bleach my motherfuckin hair.I love people from jersey.I love there accent.I wish i had a friend who was loyal like i am for others.But no.
i talked to paul.He didnt deny saying any of that shit. he actually had a nervous smile during the whole thing.Then he said "im sorry".HAH yeah sorry for talkin shit behind his damn best friends ass. Our friendship is DONE YOU FUCK.
hahaha i love this .. Well. im gonna go get ready motha fucka.
dammmmn shes pretty fine/ |
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[Jan. 8th, 2004|05:10 pm] |
Im not gonna cry.
He can not fucking hurt me. His words. Mean shit to me. The only thing i hear coming out of his mouth is Horse shit. Yeah thats right paul. Now go patch up your nirvana jacket and dance around to your blink albums. And know that you dont mean jack shit to anyone.
Thanks and have a nice fucking day asshole. |
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[Jan. 7th, 2004|11:35 pm] |
Oh my god.haha Southpark is so great "you kids we trying to be black and now ya'll are trying to be gay" I love this episode. So damn much. "good morning mr.garrison".Ooh timmay.hahahahaaha.YOUR STRAIGHT!. MY GRAMPA WAS BI SO THAT MAKES ME QUATER BI.Mr.slave is my best friend.Your looking ULTRA FABULOUS.My pleasure silly buns.We dont pound butt mr garrison. THOSE PANTS AND SHOES SAY POUND THEM IN THE BUTT.My shoes dont say that. THEY SAY YOU TAKE IT IN THE BUTT!. The gay episode rules...
i wish i had someone to watch it with |
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| you suck ? what? |
[Jan. 7th, 2004|09:21 pm] |
so im sitting here watching stupid mtv because im bored.This show is so fucking funny. oh god. Caseys sick so i dont know if i can go :(.I feel bad that shes sick. <33. So if i cant go i'll just dye my hair my self.Altho id like to see her.If shes sick i dont wanna be a trouble. Daddy might be seeing chelle this weekend :). hes all excited. Today went really sucky.I got a fcking detention cause donaldson is a douchebag. But mom said shes gonna find the first time that Big fish plays on friday and shes gonna take me out of school to see it.haha hell yeah. Steph got be a pair of "fish scale Earrings" from spain and i love them so damn much.I can only wear one though because my other ear is gaged .. god. I have been listening to fucking rap all day cause fucking colin got me singing "get low" . I dont have keen tommorow which fucking rules. But i have her friday for 2 fucking periods. I cant wait to go to cali this summer.Im so damn excited woo cali haha. Im making shon take me to comic con if i get there intime. I neeed to see jhonen vasquez ahh lol.Im still waiting for my pirate flag to get here so i can make it into a dress. ew on fucking true story about people who want to have a perfect body. this big muscle guy is making his dad shave his ass. That is fucked up. haha. Muscles -shudders- ewwwwww.Ive decided im gonna fucking do situps and shit (yeah my lazy ass) so i can have a nicer stomach. hahaha. Im so fuckign cold i wish i had someone here to warm me up :( motherfuckers.
fuck you |
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