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BITCHES! [Aug. 29th, 2004|07:28 pm]
new journal.

add meh bitches,
its about time

its a new school,
a new year..
Its time for a change.
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FUCK YOU! [Aug. 25th, 2004|11:08 am]
[mood |accomplishedaccomplished]
[music |Pressure's on -Red C]


^^true fucking love.



michelle is the cutest thing in the whole fucking world. we argue over whos cuter.

dead motor crash: I wanna see you so bad. i had so much fun with you. :-) your the cutest girl in the WORLD
filthy devotchka: second cutest. you're THE cutest in the entire universe. :D
dead motor crash: NO WAY!!!! i will argue with you over this foreever becausei  know the truth!
filthy devotchka: lol, well.. to me, you're the cutest. :D


i have a bunny loose in my house. one of the baby bunnies that my sister and my mom found. jesus christ.

I met a kid yesterday at work. hes a nice kid. his names kyle.

hes a scum bag.


and then last night i went to town.. toked up .. chilled with this kid J.D and im probably going to his house tonight to toke even more.

god im a pot head.

::shakes head::

jeremys gotten better.. hes all fixed up. my car broke on the way to cali. so im FUCKED. :( i really heart jeremy nick sierra kim and sarah.




I have michelle though... and shes all i could ever need

I ordered a JFA cd. thank fucking lord.

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OH god. [Jul. 19th, 2004|02:36 am]
Its hit, oh god it hit so hard.

Jeremys in the hospital, he broke his nose his cheek and his jaw and he had his lip sewn up. and hes doing surgery tommorow morning. oh god.. i cant stop crying.

i cant loose him .. i already lost her.. and i miss her so much, i cant ever tak to her again and tell her how much i love her. and i miss her. and i hope shes okay .

he'll be okay but he lost alot of blood. and art said I jinxed him, and that hurt so bad...

i really care about him alot .. and now .... hes sleeping but i dont know if hes gonna be okay his eyes swollen shut, and art isnt telling me much.

i cant breathe..

shes really gone,

and hes hurting.. so much..

all i can hope is that i can see kassie tommorow..

Thank you michelle my love.. for being there. And justin too..

I love you michelle..

oh god,... i cant ...
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(no subject) [Jun. 28th, 2004|03:32 pm]
to all the friends that have back stabbed me

fuck you

to all the future backstabbers

to the lady who was, and is my life and my savoir

keep smiling and keep your head up. Even if times are getting rough .. he'll never love you like i did/am loving you right now

to my best friend kassie
your a nigger

to chris
i have no words for the pain thats in my heart right now. i know you like michelle. just realize that she is my whole life.
id rather not loose you
just realize shes all i had when times got rough
ive never loved anyone in my life as much as i have loved her.

just remeber that.
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Rashaad looks like ray charles. [Jun. 12th, 2004|11:44 pm]

I swear to god.


rashaad looks like ray charles.




...crazy resemblence.

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My best friend in the whole world is moving to florida [May. 13th, 2004|09:24 pm]
so i wrote paul a letter.

dearest paul,

... So, when you told me you were moving saturday, i delt with you telling me that,
by punching you in the stomach. Sorry about that. So lets look back.
We meshed together from the beginning
We've been friends
from the start,I remeber walking into Mrs Ross's class and seeing you, and thinking
your name was mark. And how we sat next to each other, and i had such a crush on you.
At first it was me you and nigel, then it grew. I remeber you telling me "I will always
love you from zeus and back down again times infinity." Which always made me laugh.
We pretty much grew up together you and me. Whether you believe it or not you pretty
much completed me. You were like my other half yah know? You were my first kiss.My first
person to tell me they loved me who wasnt in my family,I loved you back too,
. My first person who i talked on the phone with for 8 hours.First person I ever told
my secrets to.You were my first best friend.
You know me inside and out paul, and I know you inside and out.You've delt
with all of my bullshit for 7 years almost and yet we are still friends. Ive also delt
with your shit, especially during the whole you and amanda dating. And yet you'll always
be my best friend.Remeber when everyone told me you were gonna have to pick between
me and amanda. and supposively you chose amanda, and i had been suspended off my bus.So
i watched you get on your bus and i cryed when i saw you? hah. and then you rode your bike
all the way back to the school, just to say you were sorry and you gave me a big hug.
that is one of the most memorable things about you paul You were a sweetheart, You were
funny, You were my fucking partner in crime man. You were like batman and i was fuckin
batgirl or whatever the hell you call her.We got introuble together..And i knew
it couldnt be forever. but i just hoped maybe it would be diffrent and it would be
forever.But of course one of us was going to move away, and I hate that it had to be
you.Maybe you'll find another friend like me in florida. But i wont forget you.Your
one of the best friends i have ever had paul, And i love you for it. We've had some
great times. And hopefully when you start driving or when i do. You'll come back
and vist me and joe and aj and everyone else. This will hit me hard, Not like other
people who only knew you for a certain time. But this will be a big thing for me.
Remeber when you had the peach schnapps and we went behind the farm at the carnival and
drank it, and you gave me that flask? I just wish we could of had more moments like that
together.I wish it could be like a movie, where the friends are always reunited and they
like move in next door together. and grow old. and get senile together and yell at
young kids who even dare to step on their front lawn.I cant think of not being able to
pass you by in school or not being able to call you up at night, and talk to you for
hours.I cant think of their even being all of our friends together without you. Like
..who am i without my fucking other half? ..I guess ill have to survive for the time being
but ...try to remeber me okay? and then maybe ..sometime in the future. We will meet
again, and finally be able to grow old together. and tell the goddamn teenage punk kids
to get the hell off our lawn.
I love you paul,always will, And I will be here for you no matter what.

..........yeah........ ill never forget him.
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(no subject) [May. 9th, 2004|01:45 am]
so i talked to jeremy tonight, yeah thats right. JEREMY
I worry about him, He told me hes depressed and that the only things that would fix it was if his mom let him live with her again, or if i was there
im gonna be there in a few months thankfully,i promise him the time we'd be together would be grand
because i know his mom wont let him live with her,because he doenst have a job.
im so fucking worried about my babe...I missed him
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Bustin lips breaking hips [Apr. 29th, 2004|03:12 pm]
I met some awsome people this week hah
including Danielle, Katie, and chris

My fish tank has been making weird noises.ill probabley end up getting a new filter before the other fish dies.

I miss alot of my old friends like fuckin casey and i miss daddy and such.

Chelle hasnt been happy latley and i love her to death. Chelle always know that
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you know what [Apr. 11th, 2004|11:55 pm]
im sick and tired of life.

i hope i die tonight
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just some lil tests. [Apr. 4th, 2004|10:28 pm]

ahhah so true.



party was gooood.
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